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I fucking love that young royals really highlights the fact that no one can fix you but you. They have Wille and Simon trying to work around the horrible things going on together, and it doesn't really work because the biggest problem is that Wille is suffering so much under what the are trying to push through. At the beginning of s3 they have the "as long as I have you" kind of mentality and we see how quickly that falls apart. Having each other is not enough, and it shouldn't be. Wille needs to leave the life that is destroying him. Having simon in that life made it better, but it still was not enough. Simon recognizes that at the end of s3e5. Wille thought that all he needed was Simon because he has been so horribly mistreated by every adult in his life that the moment he is shown some unconditional love, he clings to it. Because, let me remind you, this kid is 17 years old. The ending is so incredibly impactful because Wille is finally choosing himself and his happiness. Not Simon's, not his moms. His. And that is beautiful.
#i really need to calm down about them#i just did not expect this teenage romcom to make me feel this much😭#i really thought it would be another heartstopper or red white and royal blue#um nope#i went in thinking it was a romance#and it definitely is#but it mainly is about a young man learing how to take care of himself#i was not expecting that#and i couldnt be more happy about it#young royals#prince wilhelm#simon eriksson#wilmon#wilhelm x simon
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I'd never really noticed this until I read Serakit's Escapees or Exiles, in which Julian is on Terok Nor before the Occupation ends and his relationship with Nog is to die for, I get so emotional about them. But yeah, that series definitely highlighted that blind spot for me and now I cannot unsee because jeeeez. Nog had it so rough for real.
Watching DS9 for the first time and it really strikes me how blatantly the adults show prejudice against Nog bc he's Ferengi. Like, he's a kid with clearly a not-great home life. Y'all expecting bad behavior is just gonna push him towards bad behavior. I just feel bad for him. He's constantly being set up to fail by nearly every adult around him.
#Am I ever going to stop reccing this fic?#Um nope#No I am not XD#But yeah you are SO right and we should talk about it more actually#Nog's childhood was absolutely shit
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My DCA design updated + Eclipse
Separated ver. + comentary under the cut
Not quite content with eclipses end result but eh, idk if I'll draw eclipse much so...
I've been wanting for a while to update my refs for my designs of them. The old ones got... old. It's funny how I simplificated some aspects of their designs in order to complicated others haha.
ngl I got tired at some point and just wanted to finish
#I left Sun and Moons hand holding for the end because I thought it was gonna be the hardest part to draw and it turned out the easiest :/#hardest was positioning moons arms#lyna arts#my art#drawing#digital art#fnaf security breach#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#fnaf eclipse#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf dca#fnaf sundrop#fnaf moondrop#dunno what im doin next#I have silly ideas for out of contex scenes for my AUs#but also want to do that elf/human redesign#aaaaa overwhelming myself#if you saw this on the star bench discord server I. uh. um didn't commit any mistake#and didn't have to go through all the files correcting it#nope
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gross man
#gravity falls#bill cipher#stanford pines#billford#human bill cipher#ask to tag#okay gonna ramble real quick#bills a rotting corpse-zombie thing and sometimes it seeps out#his breath smells like rotten fruit and meat so he just Drowns his mouth with100 sprays of perfume#so instead of smelling like shit he smells like shit AND sol de Janeiro#hes a little gross#i imagine if he DID turn into a human with fully-functioning organs he wouldnt take care of it#it'd just be like possessing people but 24/7 to him. he'd bruise and pick at the skin and stuff like that#but he doesnt really like it that much because He's Human now#i like to think that bill beats himself up when he possesses ppl not because of the feeling but bc its like an ego trip#he can just leave the body anytime and no physical harm will be done to him#he might be a little exhausted but is HIS body the one with cuts and broken bones? nope!#just makes him think about how his lifeform is soo much more superior to a humans#so turning human and forgetting that you cant just leave anymore and feels humiliating to him#and the pain and rot he has inflicted on himself starts sinking in#Um. Yeah
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Fit check 😝✌️
#minecraft story mode#mcsm#mcsm nurm#nurm mcsm#minecraft villager#The pre-comicon costest#Dublin comic con if your curious#OOOOOH UM GOBBA SCREEN IF ANY MCSM FABS ARE THETE#Any Irish nurm fans? Anyone? ☹️🙏🙏#Was scared the mask would rip my earrings out but nope!#They're fine#OUGH they stopped bleeding too#AND I JUST GOT NEW TITANIUM EARINGS THAT ARE LITTLE STARS#TWO PAURS FOR MY OTHER PIERCINGS#SO LIKE. LITTLE BLACK STARS AND LITTLE PINK SAND DOLLAR LOOKING THUNGS#I AM LIVING#I have a second full body pic that my mum took I was gonna post instead cause it's this but with fluffy neon pink Barbie socks#If I take more pics tmr I will post them!!!
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into the deep end - 30k T orufrey fic, focusing on memory trauma, disability, and romance.
the sweet oblivion of the victim, the poisoned freedom of the other.
for one moment - it had felt like two parts returned - the needed reunion of two disparate halves. no more secrets, no more pain.
the moment you get to give back what you never wanted to take. that moment, under the night-blooming flowers, when they had both let out the same single broken sigh of relief.
but they were never whole to begin with, were they?
qifrey swore he wouldn't say 'sorry' to this man any more if he could help it - sorry is cheap now. he didn't want to be in a position ever again where you only have 'sorry' left. so he just looks down into the threads of his blanket, strains his eye until it hurts, feeling his insides - his throat, heart and head - burn with pain. he expects more, but olly says nothing.
olly says nothing.
#witch hat tag#orufrey#sorry i wanted to make a new post for my fic since the first illustration is new.#*stands in the middle of a desolate field in the pouring rain* Please Read My Tale...Blease..Oh god please..*collapses to the ground*#someone asked if there's spoilers in it. Um...yes. Sorry...it's about everything#maybe i should describe it more? it's about qifrey becoming more and more disabled - as i feel is his canon trajectory#and both of them processing the choices that have been made. it was necessary for me to explore this in order to fully understand orufrey#and for them to have the cathartic conclusion-that's why this is important to me for my witch hat fanwork making life. this connects it all#and having dived into qifrey's mind and lived through oru's feelings i was able to get to a place that is possible for them.#the hit/kudos ratio is so pathetic idek what happened. ppl opening it realising its long and saving it for later or just bailing lmfao#idek any more i hate advertising my writing i hate trying to get more ppl to read my long fics it's so hard 🥲#i'm so much prouder of this than my art...i was able to sink deeply into the orufrey feelings i had always wanted to fully explore#so. it's there lol.........i reread the date/kiss segment today after trying to forget about it thinking maybe the fic is just BAD lol#and like.....nope! i like it very much and this is what i was trying to get across. and it's always there to be read by anyone who wants to#and i will always remember the bliss i felt while writing when i was just lost in their world and living as them. dear GOD i love them.#i'm grateful to myself that i put in the work and love to make this so that i can always come back to it. i wanna illustrate scenes properly#but i'm never satisfied with drawing things i've written because i just can't capture the vivid experience in my mind. maybe one day.
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I love this episode for one reason and one reason only. I like to read stories about Luke living but instead of claiming another dragon (which I still love to read), I personally favor the ones that have a dragon claim HIM, and not the other way around. Like they take a look at the poor boy, and decide that they'll burn the world for him all by themselves without Luke even trying because at the end of the day they have their own thoughts and preferences, so every time I read a story like that I always smile because they're fierce intelligent creatures, and storylines like those emphasize it more. I genuinely believed the show would never give us a storyline like that. I never thought I would SEE a dragon claiming someone in this show, and almost desperately at that. Seasmoke chasing Addam down as the man runs for his life was the best thing this show has given me because all I could think of was that this is what it would've looked like if Luke had lived, and gotten chosen, and the fangirl in me was shouting with joy.
#house of the dragon#hotd#hotd spoilers#luke velaryon#lucerys velaryon#lucerys targaryen#luke targaryen#addam velaryon#dragons simply raising their imaginary brow and saying um nope I'M deciding#seasmoke#its a personal fav of mine when cannibal chooses him#or vermithor#even better when luke feels a force guiding him to the dragon and he's forced to follow it#because the magical undertones in that is perfection
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So the thing runs in the family… got it
(*alright so they’ve never been teammates before😭 but you know the spirit)
#the thing: can’t act normal with their teammates!#the fact that Oscar and Arthur were so close together is surprising to me#do I blame Oscar or Carlos?? nope#um do I wanna be Oscar or Arthur though…#oscar piastri#arthur leclerc#prema team#is authcar a thing by any chance😭😭
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gamers... we've got a problem. and by 'we', I mean 'me'
#ash rambles 💚#so um. theres this character#very bad guy. kind of easy on the eyes. but still horrible. and for a very long time he's been popping up in my feed on every social media#that i have. and i was like 'wtf dude leave me alone'#and i said that i would NEVER fall for him because he is annoying and a genuinely bad persona#*person#and yet... why have i been... thinking about kissing him...?#he's gonna show up in the next y.akuza game and I'm a little scared to start#ive said that I'd NEVER fall for him. that I'd sooner punch myself than fall for him.#hopefully it'll just be attraction... him and an s/i would both be unattached adults.. I'm fine with things staying just physical#i think I'd die of embarrassment if i actually fell for him..#I'm not gonna fall for him....#i just keep thinking about pinning him down and making out and biting his neck and leaving plenty of marks#but. um. surely that means nothing......#this is bad... I'm not gonna fall for him. I'm not. i swear. nope. i refuse. please...#um. if you guys wanna guess... he's a y.akuza 3 character.#god I'm so embarrassed#actually. no. nothing to be embarrassed about because i DONT LIKE HIM#I'm not gonna fall for him! he's horrible!!!!!!#one night and thats it!!!!#stupid idiot guy taking over my thoughts... grrr...#you were beautiful 💸
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Jeremy Strong and Kendall Roy’s favorite sunglasses brand 🥹😍😎
Here’s Jacques Marie Mage part 2!!!
#I actually need the first pic on my wall#am I too old for that yup do I care nope#WOW#I distinctly remember being on the metro and posting insanely about the first KLR glasses#still have them btw look pretty good for um ‘dupes’#jeremy strong#jacques marie mage
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how I feel after I
yayyyyy self insert…I gotta figure out a name for xem
#noticed how I chose the bat mask#haha#man#I sure wonder#ahaha#totally#um#totally nothing related to a vigilante nope#not like I chose this over the snake (my favorite animal) mask nope#zio bleps#yaelokre#yaelokre oc#yaelokre self insert
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i’m so used to genshin filler event quests that i thought hsr 2.4 was gonna be like that too …. but it’s not ???? O: omg i got so invested i played thru it all last night n now i have to wait one whole patch for the next part sobsob
#𝓱𝓼𝓻: 𝒶 𝓂𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒶𝓂𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓈#the perks of being in a slow timezone i guess is tht hoyo updates end at like 8pm prime gaming time muahaha#i liked it tho the story’s good the new charas are cool the dialogue’s fun…..idk mayb becus i’m finally Nawt playing catchup so i actually#have no idea what to expect ;p#……and i’m definitely Not subconsciously biased towards anyone or anything ahhhhhhahaha#nope 🙂↔️🙂↔️🙂↔️#no but i didn’t expect his en voice to be so low…..which um..unpopular opinion but i’m not into super low voices lolz#but apparently they’re switching VAs so we will see next patch hehe !#however i did see videos w the jp voice tho and#anyways lingsha is so beautiful up close it was love at first sight ♡
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hello :333 hiiii :3333
I'm still offline and deciding what to do with this account, but I'm thinking that maybe the best choice would be to go back to how it used to be! No responses to comments, no commenting under others, no reblogging fics!!! After oata and my other half-written socmed, I'm thinking that it would probably be best to go back to just one fic per week with a blurb every now and then!! All my fic reblogs will go back to my other account
Don't get me wrong I love you all sm but i think im gonna start doing chatting in dms instead of under posts!! the clutter on this account is making me anxious sigh.
That also means no more cressposts ur gonna have to defeat my hundred fourty smth evil exes (ao3 fics) to figure out cresslore :3
#☾.announcement#i will still talk to u all in dms and respond to asks tho!!! im just gonna go back to being a ghost account n queuing stuff#no events either so um :3 so :3333 so um no no more requests from me but feel free to drop by the inbox if u have an idea!!#ask box is always open to ideas (just not requests)#also all ask games go to my main HAVE FUN STALKING ME DOWN LMAOO (it is not. hard at all. nope)#mama didn't raise no quitter but DADDY WAS ONE SO IT RUNS IN THE BLOODS FUCKERSSSS ok catch u back in the shadows#idk what im gonna do with all my reblogs maybe private it but idk this account is DEF gonna tone down in terms of unnecessary posts
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What do you think of the positions?
I think Stan should be the passive one and Gary the dominant one in the relationship akjsjs
My questions are strange I know :c
Ah...well 😶! I don't like thinking of them in that way... especially since I mainly draw them as children because that's what they are in canon currently.
Even with them imagined as adults...personally I won't discuss it, sorry.
#answered#at least you're kinda aware the question is weird... but idk if that makes it better or worse#im not mad but like um no... don't come to me for this kinda stuff#if it was in terms of affection I'd give an answer. but it's not so yeaaah nope#in fact everyone refrain from these kinda questions thanks.
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:O uuummmmmm karkat!! for the drawing reqs (also maybe my oc page?? like them together? only if u want to lol)
shhh....*finger to your lips* you need never ask
#homestuck#karkat vantas#oc x canon#pagekat#agtburgerart#only pulled up her ref for this and saw only after a pic of them together... see accidental height agenda#always saw her as the type of girl to get on the track mid horse race and start doing hurdles herself...um. height wise if that makes sense#which karkat living in my head fighting for his life to break 3 ft every drawing def didnt help#nope okay just got hit with the idea of them growing into charlie depicted sizes like theyre littler here oooohhhh boy gooey center moment#THESE ARENT MY CHARACTERS. AHEM.#hugs and kisses hope you like it charlie🤞
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Hey are you okay
Mmh, thinking about how I tell others to do things that make them happy and then can’t even imagine myself going through the steps to do things that I’m pretty sure I’d like.
#i have an ask tag now and this is it#um. thank you btw when you did reply to that one vent talking about adhd you said it didn’t help but it did#it inspired me to look into how I’d go an getting a diagnosis. I think that’s the farthest I’ve gotten in trying to actually take a step to#work towards something I want identity wise#and that makes it sound like it’s solely about that but nope it’s also about ✨gender identity✨ too#c the b loved
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